You amaze me with the strength to endure. God has his arms around you. I go to Prestoncrest C of C. There is a woman there who has the same endurance, her name is Pam Wassenour (I probable spelled her name wrong). If you do not know her perhaps you grandmother or grandfather have mentioned her. She has had so many kinds of cancer and still keeps going. I'm sure there are many bad days for her & you, but with God's help you keep going through the pain & emerging like a butterfly. Your in my thoughts & prayers. You are about the same age as my son. Tell your parents I think of them often and pray for them too. God speed Palmer. In Christian love & certainity, Chris Gifford