Sweet Palmer,
You are so in our thoughts and prayers. We can't imagine how hard it must be to continue to trust when it seems so long and there are new challenges. What I feel the Lord saying, though, is to hold fast to what you KNOW....what you know to be TRUTH, what you know to be HIS character - that He is ALL LOVING, ALL KNOWING, ALL WISE, ALL POWERFUL. Nothing is hidden from Him, no surprises...He knows the end as well as He knew the beginning and He's present at every step, promising to be ALL that you need. Take a big breath and REST in your Father. He is able. Much love to you, dear Palmer.
~ the Hoelzeman's