I haven't checked your website in two days and expected to log-in and see how well you were doing. I am sorry the last few days have been so tough. When you are finally cured, you will be able to offer such encouragement to other young people who are having to go through the same thing. God has wonderful things planned for you and your journey is bringing you and those who love you closer to him. Wow! Over 100,000 times your friends have visited your web site. All us Barton's love you and pray constantly for your healing and comfort.